FOREVER LOVE .10

'hello? it's darren. i'm sorry about all the missing person thing..i promised ken..but now i had to tell you. can you come over to tohtek hospital?'

-

she walked around the hospital,
mind in a mess.

-

she saw darren, 'what was going on?'
'calm down..ken was suppose to tell you this himself..but he cant..'

she glared at darren,
'what do you mean by he cant..?'

'looked into that room..' darren looked away from her.

she walked towards the room at the corner darren pointed
and looked inside,
'oh my..' she covered her mouth.

-

dear emma,

just when i was ready to forget,
he came back.
no, he didnt.
i just see him, that's all.

he dumped me like he didnt care.
i wonder why i do.

but, it hurts.
i liked him, i really do.

'her song' was written based on a true story..
author was a guy long time ago named alfredo kennedy.

so is the guy in the book.

the girl was julia keerana,
and it was their third life.

at the end of the story,
alfredo died of leukemia.

just like ken..

yours truely,
keera.


[ e n d ]





FOREVER LOVE .9

'hey..dun be angry..alex wil be one of the judges..n clementi too..'

-

she was waiting outside the audition room.
hands sweating, heart pumping.

'number nine thousand four hundred and forty three!'

she stood up and opened the door.
a white and bright light shone into her eyes..

slowly, judges' faces turned clear..
it's gordan, manager of jiro mediahouse,
then it's the two guest judges,
alex lee [alex lee!] and clem..

ken looked up,
gordan broke the eye contact, 'please tell us about you.'

'..i was in drama club in secondary school..'

'ok, now act me a scene..your question is..when you saw your guy after a long seperation.'

'...you..where have you been?..i..why didnt you tell me anything?...'

'yes!' gordan was excited, 'that's the emotion i want. you're in!'

ken looked away, alex saw it.

-

she waited outside the studios.
she saw him..but he ignored her and hurried into a car.

she ran after the car,
but it was no use.

-

'dont look back,' alex looked at ken.
'i know..i cant..i-'
'why dont you tell her? she will know it sooner or later..or do you want me to-'
'no! i can do it myself..i'll tell her..soon..i hope..'

[2b cont.]





BEATTY secondary school CHINESE ORCHESTRA

BRONZE award @ SYF 2005

after two seasons of C.O.P,
they finally got some metal instead of paper.

although the new 'conductor' gave his promise TWO years ago,
saying to turn BEATTY C.O from a certificate to a GOLD in ½ a year!

oh what the fuck,
he doesn't have to be ashamed of himself.
it's just a promise, nothing much.

although there's something called the 'GOLD with HONOUR',

oh what the fuck,
it's nothing, he got us a BRONZE!

i'm not blaming him,
NO, i'm not.
none of my business anyway.

i did not put in effort for my syf.
can't blame him for that.

i don't like him,
in fact, i hate him.
can't blame him,

my fault.

so,
what's next?

we'll see if anymore TEACHER would like to get ANOTHER conductor who would promise us a GOLD with HONOUR.

isn't it exciting to just watch people promising, doing nothing and breaking promise?

:]





FOREVER LOVE .8

'i'm sorry, but you are fired.'

-

she walked along the streets until she settled herself at sunbucks.

'hi there! ice mocha with extra cream again?' calvin saw her sitting down.
she sobbed.
'oh no..dont cry..er..i..er..what..i..er..arrrrgghhhh!'
calvin didnt know what to say.
'*cough*..*sobs* it's nothing important actually..just that i lost a boyfriend and a job..*sniff*'

he looked at her, feeling sad too.

'you are so capable! there's nothing you cant do! dont worry..you can find another boyfriend and job..even better ones..'
she seemed to calm down a little,
'thanks..i just need to take a little rest..i'll be fine..'
'ok, can i get you anything?'
'ya..erm ice mocha pls..'
'extra cream?'
'no..i'm on a diet..'
his eyes widen,
'you? you mean YOU on a diet?'

-

it wasnt easy for her.
jobless and lovelifeless.

but she had to make do with it.

-

'RaDio Angle, dj styLe with alex lee on the line over in japan! woah!
hi there alex..heard your new cd lauching in another week time, wan talk 'bout it?

{ok..erm..basically this time is more of a whole NEW ME..i finally got the chance to have a cd of my very creations and i got freshman for the lyrics.
clementi is fabulous, he could picture everything on his mind and BANG! the song has the perfect lyrics to match.}

i see..woah..we'll be back after commercial with alex lee! stay tune!'

-

'i know what you can do,' calvin smiled, 'you should join the dramaking/queen contest!
you were in drama club didnt you? the winner gets a year contract with mediahouse!'

'no..i dont really think it's a good idea..i was only in drama club for two months and i..'

'oh oh..too late..i send in your entry form..'

'WHAT?!'


[2b cont.]





FOREVER LOVE .7

'the number you have just dial is not in use, thank you.'

[thank ni ma ge tou..]

dear emma,

it's two months since the last class gathering.
i couldnt find him ever since then..
he regret knowing me, didnt he?
i knew it wouldnt have been this good all along..

what should i do..

sorry for the short email,
i have no mood now..

signed off.

-

[luv ard e corner's ringtone]

'hello! ken? is that you?' she said hopefully.
'er..no..i'm jeff..from jiro music company..' the voice replied.
'oh, ok..did you find mr darren and his assistance?'
'nope..mr darren left for japan after ken quit his job.'
'thanks..i..erm..i..bye.'

she hung up the phone.

that night, she had the weird-est dream..
she sees an opera singer..on stage..
she has long and golden hair..
her eyes seem sorrowful..
and her voice too..

just then..
the theater's door burst open..
the opera singer stopped singing.
she jumped down the stage and ran towards the shadow at the door..

guards came and pulled her back..
and..

'alfredo!'
she woke, with cold sweat.
'oh my god..i'm going nuts..'
she turned to see what was under her back.

it was a book,
'her song' is the title.

-

[breaktime at sunbucks]

'alright! dj styLe's not answering anymore calls now..here's a new single by alex lee,
title 'i'm so glad it's you'. music copyright from jiro music, written by new composer cLementi,'
she held up her head,
'enjoy!' background music from radio slowly changed to a different beat song.

'for years, i've dreamt about you
your face, your smiles, printed into my mind.
now that i have you, life's filled with new colours,
never, ever, i never want to lose thou.

i wanna check out your smiles everyday,
i wanna love you all my life,
from now on, you will be my everything
i'm so glad it's you..'

[2b cont.]





FOREVER LOVE .6

'ok..let's start our dinner tonight..' terry held up a party-pop,
'ready..get set..go! late night bbq!!'

everyone went in seperate ways.
the girls poking the chicken wings and the guys starting the fire.

'you want to stay for supper?' nelly suddenly remember ken's existence.
'nah..it's you people's class gathering..i better not get in the way..' he turned to his love, 'i'll see you in two days.'
she smiled sweetly, 'let me see you out.'

'let me see you out!' the class teased.

-

she was nervous at the holding-hand part.
'ok..i'll continue myself from here..you can go back already..'
'fine, i have something to ask you..'
'..what?'
'are we really together? it's like i have a huge crush on you since..ever! it's all like a dream now..illusion..' she looked down.
'i have the same feeling as you have..it's like i've known you for centuries..i just know it's you the first time i saw you.'
her eyes widened, 'really? you dont know how much this meant to me..'
'oh, i think i do..' ken held her in his arms.

-

silvia grabbed here as soon as she returned,
'i heard alex lee's new cd is coming out! he's having newbies to write him song..'
'can you jus stop alex-crazing?' nelly pulled silvia in case she fall off the bed.
'anyway heard one newbie's nickname is 'clementi'..he already wrote one for alex lee called 'it's you'..new cd's song.' marvin smiled upon seeing silvia in crazing mode.

she's having deep thoughts..
katherine took the champagne from the fridge, 'let's party!'

'pop!' white soapy stuff flowed out from the bottle.

'to class!' james held up his cup.
'to us!' nelly joined in.
'to alex lee!!' silvia hit her cup with nelly's.


[2b cont.]





jus came back frm chalet 2 downtown east.. :] :] :]

3smileys 4 dis yr's chalet ! :0!

this yr is bbq-ing..last yr's steamboat betta lar..
bbq v ma huan leh..me n dr3am took 2hrs 2 set e bbq pit..haha..
in the end is neighbour chalet ppl come help de..hahaha.

den last min ms lim n mr amos cant come..lau..
n oso a lil' of xtra food..

so s usual e chalet rm is filled with ppl..
but tat's not worst..dere were couples?!
hellooo..it's a gathering..of 4e3..

besides all tat..not much of prob dis yr..
jus onli room too small,
bbq fire cant start
n unable 2 collect back all e chalet money..
oh oh..n oso TOO many ppl..

{ ;] to rda ppl n peiling }

2nd day me peiling n dr3am went 2 escape..
took e pirate ship 3times straight til vomit..hahahahhha..

den went 4 go-kart.
i didn noe how 2 drive so peiling drove me..
and i realised tat it's her 1st time 2 drive too!!
she was realli fast n daring..
she drive lyk some kee siao maniac but stil v good niah.
nv bump in2 anything at all n she didn even slow down when come 2 parking..
we came 2 a sudden brake n nv hit anything!!
woah..
i'm stil alive..

n so we repeated e ride.

den we cont with e indoors roller coaster..
i was reali scared when i cant c anything inside.
den it started..
iwas lyk screaming at e top of my voice..
n it was lyk *wooosh!*, *bang!* turning left n rite den it went *boing boing!* when it went up n down..hahha..it was quite fun too..

we didn try al e rides..dey were too scary..especiali e inverter..omg..pls la willie..go play it urself..

went back 2 e rm n took some rest..
n back 2 escape in e evening..

peiling went 4 go-kart advance track..
den she drove me at e beginner's track again..

last of all, it's the mighty 'wild n wet'
dere were 2slides..
1st one's shorter..wasnt tat scary..
2nd one's damn shiok..i was so disturbed by e sound made by e machine pullin us up 2 e top..
it was pretty scary..so i decided 2 calm myself down by singing..
i chose 'twinkle2 li' star'..
den when i sang 2 e last word: 'are'
we r at e top of e slide!!!
den e 'are' bcame 'aaarrrrrrhhhhhhhhhhhhh' !!

*splash!*
we were so wet!!
n my mouth full of e water cos i open my mouth too big n it all went in..

2nd nite i finalli cannot tahan liao..
1st nite we play majong til morn eat breakfast den went escape..
so 2nd nite i watch tv til i fall aslp le..

dr3am say i roll 2 her side den she had 2 curl abit..haha..i got used 2 my bed,
so seldom slp on single bed..hahahah..

den dis morn woke 2 pack e rm..it was in a mess..
dey had mac 4 lunch ytd n i cleared omost all..
dis morn is to pack our own thingys..
n oso me, dr3am n wilz had pillow fight!!

oh damn..an advice 4 pillow fighting:
if u r a gal, dun fight with a guy.
wilz hit so hard one..lau..den dr3am onli noe how 2 defence.
i keep attackin n kena shot..
hahahah..
sounds lyk war fare..

so tat's bout all..

we went home n here i m writing blog..
betta go catch some slp..

-signed off-
styLe-ken