npdiary 30-05-05

2day was not a v bz day...4hrs onli n im free!!
(fairytale)i mon is lyk tat de, 8am -12pm. den alt wk mon 10am-12pm..lolss

ok wif e new class i gues...so many class 2 go..til i luan...
last fri i wen wrong clas ar. i sat in e clas 4 deir ice-breaker game 4 one hr til dey take attendance den i realise i wasn suppose 2 b in e clas..

wuahaha...

so paiseh..lolss.

den wad cca u guys joined??
i joined e choir..[tinkin 2 stay on anot..]

den i mite join either co, concert band or dance grp. [c how dey treat me 1st...lolss.]

tat's bout al..


[tata!]





IF I AIN'T GOT YOU,

'i wouldnt mind, if i ain't got you.
you arent wad i wanted anyway.

dun start thinkin you are a big thing or wad, u ARENT.
i mean it.

wad's up wif tat?
tot tat i'll nv live on w/o u? tink again.

i m positively hapi over me, myself now. rite now.

you, you, you..you....

fark you!! '

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she done, done wif al d rubbish events happenin ard.
vexed.
totali vexed over everything.

argghhhh!!


[hope all rubbish end soon]





n3w luv..

arts camp was lots of fun..chilly.

he appeared out of no where, on e 1st day. Ooo..cute...
den it's e cca performance.

i dunno y, but he stands out of all ppl. cant get my eyes off him.

disco-ing was fun, but it would haf been betta if he's dere too.

i wen crazy that nite, a lil' too crazy. no one controlled me.


i rmb 2nd nite of malacca trip. it was sad.
when e morn comes, il nv get 2 c him again.

chill nite was on 2nd nite too. i didn felt too gd.

saw him walkin pass e dnace floor, i wen in2 deep tots..
my body stopped moving n i stood dere.
til az came 2 shake me back 2 reality.


both incident didn haf gd endings..

oh wad e..


[end]





My onLy coloR

LONG TYM AGO, DERE WAS A KID HU LYKS 2 BLOW SOAP BUBBLES. HER SISTER WIL PLAY THE HARMONICA WHENEVA SHE START BLOWING ANY.
THE MUSIC GAF E BUBBLES LIfE.

DERE'S A LIL' BUBBLE, NAMED BIRDIE, WHICH FLOATED A LONG DIST TIL SHE REACH A SCH. SHE FLOATED IN2 E ART STUDIO, AND DERE SHE SAW A GRP OF GUYS DOIN A LARGE PAINTIN.

IT WAS A PAINTIN OF A RED PONY.
BIRDIE LOOKED DOWN AT E PAINTBRUSH. HE HAD GORGEOUS LONG HAIR WHICH WAS DYED RED. DEY SWAY FREELY AS ONE OF E GUY MOVE IT OVER E PAINTBOARD.

BIRDIE WAITED OUTSIDE E STUDIO TIL SHE SEES E GUYS LEAVING E RM. SHE TOOK A LOOK IN2 E RM, HOPING TAT HE WIL NOT NOTICE HER..HE WAS WASHIN HIS HAIR UNDER E TAP, SHOWING E NATURAL YELLOW NYLON COLOR.

HE TURNED OVA N SAW HER, N SHE HID.

EVA SINCE DEN, BIRDIE OWAYS LYK 2 VISIT E ART STUDIO, VISIT E PAINTBRUSH.
BUT SHE NV HAD A CHANCE 2 TOK 2 HIM..

TIL ONE DAY, SCH ENDED. E PAINTBRUSH'S OWNER GRAD FRM E SCH. SHE DIDN EVEN NOE HIS NAME. HE WAS KNOWN 2 HER ASK 'RED'.

SHE WEN IN2 E ART STUDIO, WIF HOPE. BUT SHE SAW NOTHING. AT LEAST NOT HIM.

UNDER A TABLE, BIRDIE SAW XMAS CARD SCRIBBLED WIF RED PAINT:

'I WISH I COULD HAF A PAIR OF WINGS, SO I COULD FLY 2 LOOK 4 HER..SHE SPARKLES IN E AIR..SANTA, IF I EVA GET A WISH, CAN I NOE HER NAME?

JONATHAN DE BRUSH'

BIRDIE LEFT E BUILDIN AND WEN BACK 2 E LIL' GIRL. SHE WAS STIL BLOWING BUBBLES, WITH HER SIS PLAYIN E HARMONICA.
DIS TYM, BIG SIS'S ACCOMPANIED BY E PIANO, PLAYED BY A GUY.

LOTS N LOTS OF BUBBLES DANCIN IN E AIR. BIRDIE MOVED ALONG.
SOMETYMS SHE FLOAT ARD BIG SIS, SOMETYMS SHE FLOAT ARD E PIANO.
SHE FLOAT ARD, EMPTY MINDED, SPINNIN IN CIRCLES..

DEN SHE SAW E GUY'S BAG WIF A NAME TAG WHICH WROTE 'JONATHAN'. AT E SIDE POCKET, DERE WAS A BRUSH, LOOKIN AT BIRDIE DIS WHOLE TYM.


[EnD]

When you are together with that special someone, you pretend to ignore that person. But when that special someone is not around, you might look around to find them.

At that moment, you are in love.

Although there is someone else who always makes you laugh, your eyes and attention might go only to that special someone. Then, you are in love.

Although that special someone was supposed to have called you long back,to let you know of their safe arrival, your phone is quiet. You are desperately waiting for the call! At that moment, you are in love.

If you are much more excited for one short e- mail from that special someone than other many long e-mails, you are in love.

When you find yourself as one who cannot erase all the messages in your answering machine because of one message from that special someone, you are in love.

When you get a coupleof free movie tickets, you would not hesitate to think of that special someone. Then, you are in love.

You keep telling yourself, "that special someone is just a friend", but you realize that you can not avoid that person's special attraction. At that moment, you are in love.

While you are reading this essay, if someone appears in your mind, then u are in love with that person.

All these applies to both guys and girls. Use this to check who the special person is that has been living in your heart, mind and soul.

MIDNIGHT PINK

After re-watching mahou tsukai tai,
i remembered the first time i watched it..

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secondary school isnt exactly dull..
mine was colourful.

it sure brings up memories.

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in the show,
SAE finally have e courage to face her own feelings.

TAKEO took a long time to finally bring himself to express his feelings too.

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it's now midnight..
i went to the kitchen and pour myself a glass midnight pink.

staring into the glass,
i realise how cowardly i was.

i need time.

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the only thing that can make me remember him.
it takes time to forget too.

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i..
love..

yo...gurt.

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this was a popular sms.

and he love..

strawberries?!

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so..
let's make it a good ol' memory that we can tell our grandchildren,

and let them know,
how meaningful the strawberry yogurt drink was.

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cheers!

:]